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More than meets the eye.

Tue, 07 May 2013 23:42:51 +0100

I forget how much stuff is in my head until I have a minute to sit down and think it all through. To reason with myself, then over analyse it. I mean half the time I don’t even care how I come across, as long as I roughly know the reason WHY I do the things I do. And I realize how vague and cryptic this post is, but right now I’m just needing somewhere to think out loud for awhile.

your-pal-lindsay: thesmoshfangirl: chinchillaghosts: wivernryder: chinchillaghosts: heyfunnie: ...

Mon, 06 May 2013 23:00:40 +0100

your-pal-lindsay:

thesmoshfangirl:

chinchillaghosts:

wivernryder:

chinchillaghosts:

heyfunnie:

why is bob short for robert

how does one get ‘billy’ out of ‘william’?

How in hell do you get “Dick” from “Richard”?

you ask him nicely

you ask him nicely

i have been waiting for yEARS FOR THIS POST TO COME BACK YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

This had made my day. Fact.

Customers keep telling me how much weight I’ve lost. I’m sorry I mumble thanks then...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 21:12:10 +0100

Customers keep telling me how much weight I’ve lost. I’m sorry I mumble thanks then skulk off embarrassed, Cheers for noticing xD

Photo

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 22:56:14 +0100

So feeling pretty today resulted in me taking ridiculous...

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 22:34:06 +0100

So feeling pretty today resulted in me taking ridiculous pictures (amazing what a new hair colour and makeup do to a person xD)

Side note: Yay I’m ginger :)

Had my first day of not sticking to my new meal plan malarky. I had a cup of tea, no breakfast.A 585...

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 00:10:48 +0000

Had my first day of not sticking to my new meal plan malarky.

I had a cup of tea, no breakfast.
A 585 calorie lunch with a glass of coke.
No dinner
A 167 calorie Mars milkshake.
And 2 granola bars - 198 calories.

Ach well, try again tomorrow.

On a happy note though, my friend’s mum said I’d ”lost a ton of weight” and that I ”look amazing” Props to me.

Was wearing a size 12 jumper yesterday.Can’t remember the last time I looked at a 12 never...

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 19:47:39 +0000

Was wearing a size 12 jumper yesterday.
Can’t remember the last time I looked at a 12 never mind buy and wear it :) And today my size 16 jeans were falling off after taking 2 steps,I definitely need to buy more size 14s, as proud as I was it was pretty awkward having to pull them up every few seconds.

It’s the little things like that, that make the effort worthwhile.
I’ve been on my healthy eating plan since Thursday and it’s going well. I’m eating breakfast everyday, snacking on cereal bars and yogurt instead of shit and enjoying counting my calories and knowing exactly what i’m eating.

I’ve got a long way to go but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Thursday14thMarch

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 22:03:43 +0000

This is the official start of the weight loss/new Colleen update blogs.

Before people (if any read this) start worrying about me whining about being fat every day then this is not what i’m blogging about at all. And no I’m not fishing for compliments. I am over weight. FACT. In fact according to medical charts I’m probably nearing obese, I’m way too short to weigh this much.

And no I don’t hate myself or have zero confidence. I like myself, there’s just too much of me to like xD I want to be able to wear what I want without worrying how it will look, to be able to walk into a store and know something will easily fit me, to be a slighter skinnier, more toned, but equally awesome version of what I am now ;) I’m not asking to achieve the impossible and wake up tomorrow a size 8.

At one point I was wearing a size 16 or 18 and weighed over 13 stone.

And today I can proudly announce that I’ve lost another 4 pounds. And am currently sitting at a large size14, weighing about 11 stone 5 pounds.

I’ve got roughly another 2 sessions with my dietician (one every 3 months) and I hope that by the end I’ll have made her proud too.

Welcome Back Brazier.

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 21:27:53 +0000

I’ve got all these thoughts and ideas rambling through my head, so to prevent me from going crazy and to stop abandoning my tumblr. I am going to become a regular blogger again.

At the moment, my biggest goal is to stay happy and since weight loss is tied in with that - it looks like we’re getting serious about getting healthy, again. And while the very few followers I have probably won’t want to hear me talk shit about calories and dress sizes I don’t really care :) For the next little while that’s the main posts y’all be getting.

cosmic-vomit: So, if you tune Taylor Swift down 3 semi-tones,...

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 00:51:24 +0000

cosmic-vomit:

So, if you tune Taylor Swift down 3 semi-tones, she sounds like the lead singer of Fun.

Another day, another destiny.: Harry Potter is better if you change the word "wand" to "willy" each time you read it.

Wed, 23 Jan 2013 20:02:21 +0000

Another day, another destiny.: Harry Potter is better if you change the word "wand" to "willy" each time you read it.:

lizdexia:

“Panting, Harry fell forwards over the hydrangea bush, straightened up and stared around. There were several faces peering through various nearby windows. Harry stuffed his willy hastily back into his jeans and tried to look innocent.”

“A magic willy… this was what Harry had been…

It's only when you have too much time on your hands, like a week off from work, when you realize how much shit goes through your head. All these.. Feelings.

Fri, 18 Jan 2013 01:48:05 +0000

I wonder what you'd do if I turned round and told you I was in love with you...

Fri, 18 Jan 2013 01:38:57 +0000

or at least pretty deep in lust.

icamewithflowers: everyone who reblogs this before the 11th of January will get a little drawing...

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 22:58:10 +0000

icamewithflowers:

everyone who reblogs this before the 11th of January will get a little drawing representing their URL it might be a literal thing or just my take on it. I will submit it to you as soon as but you will get it no matter how many notes this gets.

babyheroin: The most beautiful part of a man’s bodyI think it...

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 22:47:43 +0000

babyheroin:

The most beautiful part of a man’s body
I think it must be there,
where the torso sits on and, into the hips,
those twin delineating curves,
feminine in grace, girdling the trunk,
guiding the eyes downwards
to their intersection,
the point of pleasure.

Duane Michals, 1986

redhel: hartboy: When Marine Lance Cpl. Alex Minsky (pictured)...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 22:57:24 +0000

redhel:

hartboy:

When Marine Lance Cpl. Alex Minsky (pictured) lost his leg when his truck rolled over an IED (improvised explosive device) in Afghanistan he had no idea how greatly his journey would end up empowering people with disabilities.

LA based photographer Tom Cullis first noticed Alex at his gym.

“I saw him on a daily basis doing pushups with one leg or core balance routines on a Swiss ball,” said Cullis.

Cullis was on the hunt for a model for a Ruskin Athletic gear shoot, and the creator Hubert Pouches had told Cullis he wanted imagery that revealed “the reality of life and…beauty in someone who struggles to live each day as inspiration and appreciation for life.”

Cullis saw this in Alex.

He learned that following the accident, Alex had been in a coma for several months and lost his leg, severe disfigurement of his right arm and a head injury which resulted in severe visual deficits.
“Alex and his determination to put all of us to shame at the gym was an immediate source of inspiration,” said Cullis who signed Alex on for the shoot.

Because Why The Fuck Not

Tue, 01 Jan 2013 21:42:32 +0000

hobbititus:

If you reblog this before May 16 2013, I will write your URL down and stick it in a jar or whatever. Over the summer I will take the jar of URL’s and I will scatter them around. They may get taped to public loos, they may be thrown into crowds at festivals, or they may get put under napkins at restaurants.

Some one may find your URL, and who knows, they could message you telling you where they found it.

You have until May 16 to reblog.

Alice

Fri, 21 Dec 2012 20:41:06 +0000

One minute you’re reading a book, the next you’re falling down the rabbit hole, spiraling spiraling out of control. You truly never know what is around the corner.

My Auntie has cancer. And I feel like someone has punched me in the heart.

okay seriously reblog if you're older than 12

Fri, 21 Dec 2012 19:00:14 +0000

larrychristmascuddles:

jboy2000000:

kimig11-riker6:

madara-sama-uchiha:

disney-overdose:

So far only about 400 people

:| This worries me deeply

Everyone following me better be over 12.9

You have to be it’s in the tumblr terms and conditions

jesuschristvevo: do u ever look at someone and just like wow u have really nice eyebrows

Fri, 21 Dec 2012 18:55:20 +0000

jesuschristvevo:

do u ever look at someone and just like wow u have really nice eyebrows