- I'm not quite sure what my blog is about anymore.
I forget how much stuff is in my head until I have a minute to sit down and think it all through. To reason with myself, then over analyse it. I mean half the time I don’t even care how I come across, as long as I roughly know the reason WHY I do the things I do. And I realize how vague and cryptic this post is, but right now I’m just needing somewhere to think out loud for awhile.
why is bob short for robert
how does one get ‘billy’ out of ‘william’?
How in hell do you get “Dick” from “Richard”?
you ask him nicely
you ask him nicely
i have been waiting for yEARS FOR THIS POST TO COME BACK YOU DONT UNDERSTAND
This had made my day. Fact.
Customers keep telling me how much weight I’ve lost. I’m sorry I mumble thanks then skulk off embarrassed, Cheers for noticing xD
Had my first day of not sticking to my new meal plan malarky.
I had a cup of tea, no breakfast.
A 585 calorie lunch with a glass of coke.
A 167 calorie Mars milkshake.
And 2 granola bars - 198 calories.
Ach well, try again tomorrow.
On a happy note though, my friend’s mum said I’d ”lost a ton of weight” and that I ”look amazing” Props to me.
Was wearing a size 12 jumper yesterday.
Can’t remember the last time I looked at a 12 never mind buy and wear it :) And today my size 16 jeans were falling off after taking 2 steps,I definitely need to buy more size 14s, as proud as I was it was pretty awkward having to pull them up every few seconds.
It’s the little things like that, that make the effort worthwhile.
I’ve been on my healthy eating plan since Thursday and it’s going well. I’m eating breakfast everyday, snacking on cereal bars and yogurt instead of shit and enjoying counting my calories and knowing exactly what i’m eating.
I’ve got a long way to go but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
This is the official start of the weight loss/new Colleen update blogs.
Before people (if any read this) start worrying about me whining about being fat every day then this is not what i’m blogging about at all. And no I’m not fishing for compliments. I am over weight. FACT. In fact according to medical charts I’m probably nearing obese, I’m way too short to weigh this much.
And no I don’t hate myself or have zero confidence. I like myself, there’s just too much of me to like xD I want to be able to wear what I want without worrying how it will look, to be able to walk into a store and know something will easily fit me, to be a slighter skinnier, more toned, but equally awesome version of what I am now ;) I’m not asking to achieve the impossible and wake up tomorrow a size 8.
At one point I was wearing a size 16 or 18 and weighed over 13 stone.
And today I can proudly announce that I’ve lost another 4 pounds. And am currently sitting at a large size14, weighing about 11 stone 5 pounds.
I’ve got roughly another 2 sessions with my dietician (one every 3 months) and I hope that by the end I’ll have made her proud too.
I’ve got all these thoughts and ideas rambling through my head, so to prevent me from going crazy and to stop abandoning my tumblr. I am going to become a regular blogger again.
At the moment, my biggest goal is to stay happy and since weight loss is tied in with that - it looks like we’re getting serious about getting healthy, again. And while the very few followers I have probably won’t want to hear me talk shit about calories and dress sizes I don’t really care :) For the next little while that’s the main posts y’all be getting.
or at least pretty deep in lust.